Wake Me Up Inside..... Chapter 3
korrieatthedisco
Dec 15, 2007
~~Gerard’s POV~~
I opened my eyes to a noise. I sat there for a little bit waiting. I heard it again and I heard some one say “Don’t. Stop, Gee please that hurts” and I sat up. It was San. I got out of my bunk and kneeled down by hers. I opened up the curtain and looked at her. She looked peaceful sleeping, but tonight she wasn’t. I touched her face gently to wake her up. She stirred and looked at me. “You ok?” she looked at me in shock.
“Yeah just a horrible dream”
“Tell me about it” She told me the whole story about me killing her and everything.
“San. Do you really think I would do that?”
“No I didn’t say that, it was a dream. Its uncontrollable.”
“Oh ok good”
“Do you think I would think like that?”
“Well no it just your dream and all I.. No” she laughed at how I was freaking out. I looked at her with shock when I figured out she was doing it on purpose. I jumped into her bed and tickled her. “Gerard.. Stop.. Please… st…stop,” she said between breaths. I was straddling her. I stopped for a moment and leaned down and pressed my lips to hers. She was shocked and pushed me back. “Gee, can you please get off me?” I rolled to the side of her and lay there.
“I feel like dancing” I looked at her hilarious face.
“Dancing? You mean you dance?”
“I take offense to that statement”
“No don’t its just I didn’t think that you danced.”
“Oh so I can’t dance and I’m a murderer. I see how you think I am” I pretended to be mad and started to get out of the bed when she pulled me back.
“Just lay down” I did as she said and crawled back into the bed next to her. ‘I wonder if she likes me. I mean don’t get me wrong she’s very attracting but I just wonder if she really does like me.’
~~Santannas POV~~
Gerard and I were just lying there silently. After a few moments and I heard Gerard snoring next to me. I faced him and saw he was out cold. I smiled to my self at the beautiful human being next to me.
He reminded me kind of my little brother. Not in the sick way, but how she always snores in his sleep. Come to think of it, He kind of acted like my brother. Man do I miss him. I haven’t seen him for three years after the accident.
~~Flash back~~
“I’m leaving San” I ran out of my room still trying to put my winter coat on.
“Just wait Will” I ran down the stares almost falling. I spotted my black haired brother standing against the front door with his cell phone to his ear.
“No babe. I’ll see you tomorrow…” he waited just a minute. “Well I have to hang with my sister today. I know I know… but my parents are making me. I didn’t decide to.. They’re making me.. Don’t say that… baby no.. I’m sorry ok?.. No we’re not over… no baby ple-“ he looked up at me in disgust. “My girlfriend just broke up with me because I had to hang with you”
“Well I didn’t want to hang out with my stupid brother either but they made me too”
“Whatever, just get in the car.” We both got in ready to go to the mall that I picked when he put in a cd. It was my misfits cd.
“WILL! That’s my cd. Why do you have it?”
“Because I’m the one with the car so I decide what cd I get to lesion to.”
“BUT THAT’S MY CD. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO HAVE IT”
‘WELL MAYBE IF YOU WOULD HAVE LET ME BORROW IT THEN I WOULDN’T OF HAD TO TAKE IT”
“WELL MAYBE IF I DIDN’T HAVE A STUPID BROTHER THEN MAYBE I WOULD BE HAPPY”
“I’M NOT STUPID AND MAYBE IF I HAD A BETTER SISTER THAT ISN’T A SLUT I WOULD HA-“
“I HATE YOU.. WILL I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WITH YOU WAS DEAD.. I HAT-“
~~End of flashback~~
I could feel the tears start running down my face. That conversation was my last with him. I wish I never had said that. Have you ever heard the saying.. Be careful what you wish for? I never thought that was true.. But now I know. I lay there with tears staining my face and a guy that I started to get close to. Not in a relationship but as friends. Ever since my brother died I never really talked to any one and I was over protective. Maybe, just maybe this guy lying next to me can open me up to be more social. Maybe.
~~Gerard’s POV~~
I had fell asleep moments after I lay down in Santanna’s bed. In my mid dream I heard sobs next to me. I opened my eyes to see San lying there with tears staining her face. I reached up and wiped away her tears. When she looked at me I could see the sadness in her eyes.
“San what’s wrong?”
“Can I tell you something and trust that you will take it to your grave?”
“Yeah go ahead. I promise not to tell” she looked at me and I gave her an assuring smile.
“Ok so it was about three years ago,” she told me everything that had happened with her brother. I really felt sad for her. She lost her brother during a fight after saying she wished he was dead. Poor girl. I grabbed her and held her close to me. She sobbed into my chest.
“Gerard. Thank you for lessoning. I really appreciate it. Thank you love”
“Yep. No problem.” San’s sobbing soon died out and her breathing soothed. Soon after that I had drifted off to sleep with San in my arms. Exactly how I wanted my night to be. Falling into a peaceful sleep with San.
(Hey guys sorry for the wait. Writers block. I hope this is a good chapter)
I opened my eyes to a noise. I sat there for a little bit waiting. I heard it again and I heard some one say “Don’t. Stop, Gee please that hurts” and I sat up. It was San. I got out of my bunk and kneeled down by hers. I opened up the curtain and looked at her. She looked peaceful sleeping, but tonight she wasn’t. I touched her face gently to wake her up. She stirred and looked at me. “You ok?” she looked at me in shock.
“Yeah just a horrible dream”
“Tell me about it” She told me the whole story about me killing her and everything.
“San. Do you really think I would do that?”
“No I didn’t say that, it was a dream. Its uncontrollable.”
“Oh ok good”
“Do you think I would think like that?”
“Well no it just your dream and all I.. No” she laughed at how I was freaking out. I looked at her with shock when I figured out she was doing it on purpose. I jumped into her bed and tickled her. “Gerard.. Stop.. Please… st…stop,” she said between breaths. I was straddling her. I stopped for a moment and leaned down and pressed my lips to hers. She was shocked and pushed me back. “Gee, can you please get off me?” I rolled to the side of her and lay there.
“I feel like dancing” I looked at her hilarious face.
“Dancing? You mean you dance?”
“I take offense to that statement”
“No don’t its just I didn’t think that you danced.”
“Oh so I can’t dance and I’m a murderer. I see how you think I am” I pretended to be mad and started to get out of the bed when she pulled me back.
“Just lay down” I did as she said and crawled back into the bed next to her. ‘I wonder if she likes me. I mean don’t get me wrong she’s very attracting but I just wonder if she really does like me.’
~~Santannas POV~~
Gerard and I were just lying there silently. After a few moments and I heard Gerard snoring next to me. I faced him and saw he was out cold. I smiled to my self at the beautiful human being next to me.
He reminded me kind of my little brother. Not in the sick way, but how she always snores in his sleep. Come to think of it, He kind of acted like my brother. Man do I miss him. I haven’t seen him for three years after the accident.
~~Flash back~~
“I’m leaving San” I ran out of my room still trying to put my winter coat on.
“Just wait Will” I ran down the stares almost falling. I spotted my black haired brother standing against the front door with his cell phone to his ear.
“No babe. I’ll see you tomorrow…” he waited just a minute. “Well I have to hang with my sister today. I know I know… but my parents are making me. I didn’t decide to.. They’re making me.. Don’t say that… baby no.. I’m sorry ok?.. No we’re not over… no baby ple-“ he looked up at me in disgust. “My girlfriend just broke up with me because I had to hang with you”
“Well I didn’t want to hang out with my stupid brother either but they made me too”
“Whatever, just get in the car.” We both got in ready to go to the mall that I picked when he put in a cd. It was my misfits cd.
“WILL! That’s my cd. Why do you have it?”
“Because I’m the one with the car so I decide what cd I get to lesion to.”
“BUT THAT’S MY CD. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO HAVE IT”
‘WELL MAYBE IF YOU WOULD HAVE LET ME BORROW IT THEN I WOULDN’T OF HAD TO TAKE IT”
“WELL MAYBE IF I DIDN’T HAVE A STUPID BROTHER THEN MAYBE I WOULD BE HAPPY”
“I’M NOT STUPID AND MAYBE IF I HAD A BETTER SISTER THAT ISN’T A SLUT I WOULD HA-“
“I HATE YOU.. WILL I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WITH YOU WAS DEAD.. I HAT-“
~~End of flashback~~
I could feel the tears start running down my face. That conversation was my last with him. I wish I never had said that. Have you ever heard the saying.. Be careful what you wish for? I never thought that was true.. But now I know. I lay there with tears staining my face and a guy that I started to get close to. Not in a relationship but as friends. Ever since my brother died I never really talked to any one and I was over protective. Maybe, just maybe this guy lying next to me can open me up to be more social. Maybe.
~~Gerard’s POV~~
I had fell asleep moments after I lay down in Santanna’s bed. In my mid dream I heard sobs next to me. I opened my eyes to see San lying there with tears staining her face. I reached up and wiped away her tears. When she looked at me I could see the sadness in her eyes.
“San what’s wrong?”
“Can I tell you something and trust that you will take it to your grave?”
“Yeah go ahead. I promise not to tell” she looked at me and I gave her an assuring smile.
“Ok so it was about three years ago,” she told me everything that had happened with her brother. I really felt sad for her. She lost her brother during a fight after saying she wished he was dead. Poor girl. I grabbed her and held her close to me. She sobbed into my chest.
“Gerard. Thank you for lessoning. I really appreciate it. Thank you love”
“Yep. No problem.” San’s sobbing soon died out and her breathing soothed. Soon after that I had drifted off to sleep with San in my arms. Exactly how I wanted my night to be. Falling into a peaceful sleep with San.
(Hey guys sorry for the wait. Writers block. I hope this is a good chapter)
