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	      <title><![CDATA[Wake me up inside-Gerard Way-chapter 5]]></title>
	      <link>http://korrieatthedisco.buzznet.com/user/journal/1539591/wake-up-inside-gerard-way/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[-Santanna’s POV.

I’m still completely amazed that Gerard would do that for me. The thing was is that I have to plan something for Gerard’s birthday.

~~April 9~~ Gerard’s POV~~

I woke up to rustling around out side of my bunk. I was about to get out when I heard San. 

“Frank___ store to get____ mix, ok?” 
“Yeah, what kind of___?”
“Umm ___”

I heard footsteps walk away and the door shut. The sweet sent of coffee surrounded me in my small little bunk. I opened up the curtain to San smiling wide at me. 

“Good Morning Mr. Thirty-One year old”
“Argg don’t remind me. “
“Well there is coffee waiting for you.”
“Humm that I would love” 
“Ok” before I knew it my lips was locked on hers. 
“Happy Birthday” She walked away with a huge smile on her face. ‘Whoa. What was that for’ I walked after her only to be stopped by a jumbo Afro attacking my face. “Ahhh Ray” he pulled away from the hug. 
“I’m just giving you a birthday hug.”
“And killing me with your man eating fro.” 
“I can’t help it if Jimmy likes to kiss people”
“YOU NAMED YOUR FRO?” I was laughing historically. ‘Who names their hair. And Jimmy at that?’
“Yeah, its got a mind of its own so I figured, why not name it?”
“I think it took all the brains that once belonged to you”
“Hey, that not nice, just because Jimmy likes to kiss a lot of people doesn’t mean he’s smarter then me”
“Obviously he is if you try to kill people with your magical powers”
“Well I ca-“
“Would you guys stop talking about the Fro man and sit down.”
“Why?”
“Because Frank’s here with the cake”
“SAN. You got me a cake. Now I do feel old”
“Not as much as you will when you see the present I got you”
“What is it San?”
“You’ll have to wait and see.” DAMN HER. Frank walked in with a huge evil grin on his face. He set the cake down on the table and San opened it up. 
“Uh Frank there is a piece missing, why is there a piece missing?”
“This is why” I looked over at Frank just to get cake squashed in my face. I could hear Frank laughing. I wiped the cake around my eyes off.
“Oh you’re going to regret that” I dug my hands in the cake and smashed it in his face. After that you could say the rest of the people on the bus got in on it. 

There was cake thrown and smeared everywhere in the bus. Really I figured that San would go crazy like a mother, but all she said was that Franks cleaning it up and then smeared some cake in his face. I was cleaning my self off from all the cake in the bunk area. I took my shirt off and grabbed my other shirt when I felt hands go around my stomach. I tilt my head just to see San behind me smiling. I turned and locked our lips together. It first started with a small little kiss but she turned it into a passionate kiss. She pushed me against the wall deepening the kiss. 

“Hey San can I pu-“ we broke apart when Bob came in. “I.. Uh. Never mind” he quickly walked out. 
“Man was that awkward” I gave her a nervous laugh. She looked at me nervous and started to walk out.  “Wait San” she stopped and turned. “This is going to be really fucking cheesy but do you like me?”
“No Gee I just want to fuck you and then leave you” I turned to Ray mocking us. 
“Shut the fuck up Man Eater” I grabbed a pillow from the nearest bunk and throw it at him. Ray glared at me and left. I turned back to San that was messing with her fingers nervously. I grabbed her chin and crashed our lips together. 

~~10 that night~~

I felt someone climb into my bunk. When I turned around I noticed it was San. 
“Hey San”
“Hey Gerard?” she cuddled up next to me. “Can I ask you something?” 
“Yeah, anything”
“If…. What…. Ummm… ok this is harder to say then I thought. Umm. Ok.. I want.. ARGH.. I hate it when I do this” she buried her head in her hands frustrated. I grabbed her face and collided our lips together again. 

As we lay there kissing. There was one phrase that was going through my head ‘the face of innocence, and the soul of guilt’ why that was going through my head? I have no fucking clue.

(P.s. that phrase is part of a song I wrote.. no stealie… hope you guys enjoyed it. MERRY CHRISTMAS TOO!!)]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Wake me up inside-Gerard Way-chapter 4-Santanna’s POV.]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[-Santanna’s POV.

~~Week later~~

Ever since that night I told Gerard everything that I had hid inside me, we barley talked anymore. The only thing we have talked about for the past week is about his actions on stage. It kind of confused me did he think I was stupid? But I got the feeling it was way greater then hate. 

You know its weird. Every time I saw him, my heart would jump out of me and try leaping on him. My mind would not let that simple little kiss out of memories, and most of all every time he touch me, like just on the hand, I melted. Could this be love? Or is it just because I opened up to him? GOSH I’m so confused. 

I slowly opened up my eyes and noticed I was on the couch. I thought I fell asleep on the recliner. Wait the recliner was back stage. I looked at my clock. 8:30. CRAP. Their performing and no one decided to wake me up. I got all my stuff and ran to the stage area. I bust through the door to backstage and ran to the edge of curtain. I set my bag down and looked for my notebook in it. Once I found it I started writing notes down about what they were doing on stage. 

05-06-09
	San Diego California.

Frank- going crazy with energy as usual.
Bob- unusual but has no shirt on.
Ray- Solo with Afro head banging (what he calls it)
Mikey- Mikey? Where is Mikey? Sick? Sub. For Mikey- Playing bass

I hesitated to look at Gerard. When I looked over my stomach once again got beautifies in it. Ok you can do this.

Gerard- being, Gerard. Head banging, dancing, singing.


I shut the book and was about to leave when I heard someone rush up behind me. 
“Hey Santanna just wait” I turned to see their body guard Worm. 
“Hey Worm, what’s up?”
“The boys want you on stage”
“What?”
“They want you on stage with them. Now come on” he took a hold of my arm and started to pull me on stage. 
“Worm. Who told you to bring me on stage.” I whispered to him. He turned as we walked. 
“Gerard” I felt my heart leap.  Gerard wanted me on stage? Why? Worm pulled me all the way over to Gerard, who just finished a song. I looked around at us and smiled really big. 
“Ok you mother fuckers, I want you all to say hello to some one that means a lot to us all.” The crowd screamed hello as Gerard told them too. “Now the next song I know you guys will like. This song is this little ladies,” he pointed to me “Favorite song” I was confused. My favorite song was ‘Wake me up inside’ by Evanescence.  The music to that song started. ‘Oh my gosh. Gerard’s actually going to sing it.’ Just as I was about to start laughing at the Idea I heard a woman’s voice start singing. I looked at Gerard who was staring at me. I looked around to see Amy for Evanescence singing. ‘Wow he got her to come up on stage, and how did he know that was my favorite song-‘ I was yanked out of my thought when Gerard grabbed my arm and pulled me to the side of the stage. 

“San are you alright? You look sick”
“No, no I’m fine. Just confused and tired” he put his hand on my cheek. 
“You want me to do anything?”
“No, you did a lot already. Thank you for this. But I have to ask how did you know this was my favorite song?”
“MP3 players come in handy. Plus you said it in your journal you left on my bed when you where drawing there Friday. You should really know that I was only avoiding you because I was getting this set up. Ok?” I shook my head yes with an assuring smile. 
“But can I have my journal back?”
“Yeah. After I get done reading about what you think about Frankie and I,” he giggles a little. I playfully punched him in the arm. 
“Nope you will give it to me right when we get on the bus. Oh that reminds me, use a LOT of deodorant next time. You smell” I put my hand over my mouth and nose and swished my hands like something stank really badly. 
“Oh ha-ha. Then you get up on stage every night and try to stay stank free” 
“I bet I could do it better then you”
“Oh really is that a threat”
“Yep. I challenge you”
“Ok. Who ever wins? No showering for a week and by next Tuesday who ever stinks the most has to go an other week with out showering.”
“Eww. Fine Deal” we shook hands and that was it, the challenge was on. But no showering for a week is going to be gross. Especially when it’s Gerard’s Birthday in three days. SHIT GERARD’S BIRTHDAY. 

(Sorry for shortness. Sorry for mistakes. Hope you guys enjoy it)]]></description>
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	      <dc:date>2007-12-21T16:50:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Wake me up inside-Gerard Way-chapter 3-Gerard’s POV.]]></title>
	      <link>http://korrieatthedisco.buzznet.com/user/journal/1509651/wake-up-inside-gerard-way/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[Gerard’s POV. 

I opened my eyes to a noise. I sat there for a little bit waiting. I heard it again and I heard some one say “Don’t. Stop, Gee please that hurts” and I sat up. It was San. I got out of my bunk and kneeled down by hers. I opened up the curtain and looked at her. She looked peaceful sleeping, but tonight she wasn’t. I touched her face gently to wake her up. She stirred and looked at me. “You ok?” she looked at me in shock. 
“Yeah just a horrible dream” 
“Tell me about it” She told me the whole story about me killing her and everything. 
“San. Do you really think I would do that?”
“No I didn’t say that, it was a dream. Its uncontrollable.”
“Oh ok good”
“Do you think I would think like that?” 
“Well no it just your dream and all I.. No” she laughed at how I was freaking out. I looked at her with shock when I figured out she was doing it on purpose. I jumped into her bed and tickled her. “Gerard.. Stop.. Please… st…stop,” she said between breaths. I was straddling her. I stopped for a moment and leaned down and pressed my lips to hers. She was shocked and pushed me back. “Gee, can you please get off me?” I rolled to the side of her and lay there. 
“I feel like dancing” I looked at her hilarious face.
“Dancing? You mean you dance?”
“I take offense to that statement” 
“No don’t its just I didn’t think that you danced.”
“Oh so I can’t dance and I’m a murderer. I see how you think I am” I pretended to be mad and started to get out of the bed when she pulled me back. 
“Just lay down” I did as she said and crawled back into the bed next to her. ‘I wonder if she likes me. I mean don’t get me wrong she’s very attracting but I just wonder if she really does like me.’

~~Santannas POV~~

Gerard and I were just lying there silently. After a few moments and I heard Gerard snoring next to me. I faced him and saw he was out cold. I smiled to my self at the beautiful human being next to me. 

	He reminded me kind of my little brother. Not in the sick way, but how she always snores in his sleep. Come to think of it, He kind of acted like my brother. Man do I miss him. I haven’t seen him for three years after the accident. 

~~Flash back~~

“I’m leaving San” I ran out of my room still trying to put my winter coat on. 
“Just wait Will” I ran down the stares almost falling. I spotted my black haired brother standing against the front door with his cell phone to his ear. 
“No babe. I’ll see you tomorrow…” he waited just a minute. “Well I have to hang with my sister today. I know I know… but my parents are making me. I didn’t decide to.. They’re making me.. Don’t say that… baby no.. I’m sorry ok?.. No we’re not over… no baby ple-“ he looked up at me in disgust. “My girlfriend just broke up with me because I had to hang with you”
“Well I didn’t want to hang out with my stupid brother either but they made me too”
“Whatever, just get in the car.” We both got in ready to go to the mall that I picked when he put in a cd. It was my misfits cd. 
“WILL! That’s my cd. Why do you have it?”
“Because I’m the one with the car so I decide what cd I get to lesion to.”
“BUT THAT’S MY CD. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO HAVE IT”
‘WELL MAYBE IF YOU WOULD HAVE LET ME BORROW IT THEN I WOULDN’T OF HAD TO TAKE IT”
“WELL MAYBE IF I DIDN’T HAVE A STUPID BROTHER THEN MAYBE I WOULD BE HAPPY”
“I’M NOT STUPID AND MAYBE IF I HAD A BETTER SISTER THAT ISN’T A SLUT I WOULD HA-“
“I HATE YOU.. WILL I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WISH YOU WAS DEAD.. I HAT-“ 

~~End of flashback~~ 

I could feel the tears start running down my face. That conversation was my last with him. I wish I never had said that. Have you ever heard the saying.. Be careful what you wish for? I never thought that was true.. But now I know. I lay there with tears staining my face and a guy that I started to get close to. Not in a relationship but as friends. Ever since my brother died I never really talked to any one and I was over protective. Maybe, just maybe this guy lying next to me can open me up to be more social. Maybe. 

~~Gerard’s POV~~

I had fell asleep moments after I lay down in Santanna’s bed. In my mid dream I heard sobs next to me. I opened my eyes to see San lying there with tears staining her face. I reached up and wiped away her tears. When she looked at me I could see the sadness in her eyes. 
“San what’s wrong?”
“Can I tell you something and trust that you will take it to your grave?” 
“Yeah go ahead. I promise not to tell” she looked at me and I gave her an assuring smile. 
“Ok so it was about three years ago,” she told me everything that had happened with her brother. I really felt sad for her. She lost her brother during a fight after saying she wished he was dead. Poor girl. I grabbed her and held her close to me. She sobbed into my chest. 
“Gerard. Thank you for lessoning. I really appreciate it. Thank you love”
“Yep. No problem.” San’s sobbing soon died out and her breathing soothed. Soon after that I had drifted off to sleep with San in my arms. Exactly how I wanted my night to be. Falling into a peaceful sleep with San.


(Hey guys sorry for the wait. Writers block. I hope this is a good chapter)]]></description>
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	      <dc:date>2007-12-19T19:33:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Wake Me Up Inside..... Chapter 3]]></title>
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	      <description><![CDATA[~~Gerard’s POV~~

I opened my eyes to a noise. I sat there for a little bit waiting. I heard it again and I heard some one say “Don’t. Stop, Gee please that hurts” and I sat up. It was San. I got out of my bunk and kneeled down by hers. I opened up the curtain and looked at her. She looked peaceful sleeping, but tonight she wasn’t. I touched her face gently to wake her up. She stirred and looked at me. “You ok?” she looked at me in shock. 
“Yeah just a horrible dream” 
“Tell me about it” She told me the whole story about me killing her and everything. 
“San. Do you really think I would do that?”
“No I didn’t say that, it was a dream. Its uncontrollable.”
“Oh ok good”
“Do you think I would think like that?” 
“Well no it just your dream and all I.. No” she laughed at how I was freaking out. I looked at her with shock when I figured out she was doing it on purpose. I jumped into her bed and tickled her. “Gerard.. Stop.. Please… st…stop,” she said between breaths. I was straddling her. I stopped for a moment and leaned down and pressed my lips to hers. She was shocked and pushed me back. “Gee, can you please get off me?” I rolled to the side of her and lay there. 
“I feel like dancing” I looked at her hilarious face.
“Dancing? You mean you dance?”
“I take offense to that statement” 
“No don’t its just I didn’t think that you danced.”
“Oh so I can’t dance and I’m a murderer. I see how you think I am” I pretended to be mad and started to get out of the bed when she pulled me back. 
“Just lay down” I did as she said and crawled back into the bed next to her. ‘I wonder if she likes me. I mean don’t get me wrong she’s very attracting but I just wonder if she really does like me.’

~~Santannas POV~~

Gerard and I were just lying there silently. After a few moments and I heard Gerard snoring next to me. I faced him and saw he was out cold. I smiled to my self at the beautiful human being next to me. 

	He reminded me kind of my little brother. Not in the sick way, but how she always snores in his sleep. Come to think of it, He kind of acted like my brother. Man do I miss him. I haven’t seen him for three years after the accident. 

~~Flash back~~

“I’m leaving San” I ran out of my room still trying to put my winter coat on. 
“Just wait Will” I ran down the stares almost falling. I spotted my black haired brother standing against the front door with his cell phone to his ear. 
“No babe. I’ll see you tomorrow…” he waited just a minute. “Well I have to hang with my sister today. I know I know… but my parents are making me. I didn’t decide to.. They’re making me.. Don’t say that… baby no.. I’m sorry ok?.. No we’re not over… no baby ple-“ he looked up at me in disgust. “My girlfriend just broke up with me because I had to hang with you”
“Well I didn’t want to hang out with my stupid brother either but they made me too”
“Whatever, just get in the car.” We both got in ready to go to the mall that I picked when he put in a cd. It was my misfits cd. 
“WILL! That’s my cd. Why do you have it?”
“Because I’m the one with the car so I decide what cd I get to lesion to.”
“BUT THAT’S MY CD. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO HAVE IT”
‘WELL MAYBE IF YOU WOULD HAVE LET ME BORROW IT THEN I WOULDN’T OF HAD TO TAKE IT”
“WELL MAYBE IF I DIDN’T HAVE A STUPID BROTHER THEN MAYBE I WOULD BE HAPPY”
“I’M NOT STUPID AND MAYBE IF I HAD A BETTER SISTER THAT ISN’T A SLUT I WOULD HA-“
“I HATE YOU.. WILL I HATE YOU SO MUCH I WITH YOU WAS DEAD.. I HAT-“ 

~~End of flashback~~ 

I could feel the tears start running down my face. That conversation was my last with him. I wish I never had said that. Have you ever heard the saying.. Be careful what you wish for? I never thought that was true.. But now I know. I lay there with tears staining my face and a guy that I started to get close to. Not in a relationship but as friends. Ever since my brother died I never really talked to any one and I was over protective. Maybe, just maybe this guy lying next to me can open me up to be more social. Maybe. 

~~Gerard’s POV~~

I had fell asleep moments after I lay down in Santanna’s bed. In my mid dream I heard sobs next to me. I opened my eyes to see San lying there with tears staining her face. I reached up and wiped away her tears. When she looked at me I could see the sadness in her eyes. 
“San what’s wrong?”
“Can I tell you something and trust that you will take it to your grave?” 
“Yeah go ahead. I promise not to tell” she looked at me and I gave her an assuring smile. 
“Ok so it was about three years ago,” she told me everything that had happened with her brother. I really felt sad for her. She lost her brother during a fight after saying she wished he was dead. Poor girl. I grabbed her and held her close to me. She sobbed into my chest. 
“Gerard. Thank you for lessoning. I really appreciate it. Thank you love”
“Yep. No problem.” San’s sobbing soon died out and her breathing soothed. Soon after that I had drifted off to sleep with San in my arms. Exactly how I wanted my night to be. Falling into a peaceful sleep with San.


(Hey guys sorry for the wait. Writers block. I hope this is a good chapter)]]></description>
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	      <dc:date>2007-12-15T22:49:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Wake Me Up Inside..... Chapter 2]]></title>
	      <link>http://korrieatthedisco.buzznet.com/user/journal/1486051/wake-up-inside-chapter-2/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[~~Santanna’s POV~~

I woke up early the next morning. I got dressed in the bathroom and walked in to the kitchen.  I looked around for a little bit till I found a coffee maker. ‘Coffee, yumm my best friend in the morning’ I started it and sat down on the couch to wait. I found a comic book on the table and opened it. ‘Batman, I’ve already read this one’ I set it back down just as someone walked into the front of the bus. I looked up to see Frank wide-eyed looking around.
“Is that coffee” I chuckled a little bit.
“Yeah, do you just wake up when you smell coffee?”
“What? I can’t help it. I need some right now.” He went over and pored him some. He had a big mug. It was about two times bigger then the normal mugs. He walked back into the back of the bus as I was poring mine. As soon as I got my coffee I sat down at the table with a newspaper. I searched it and found nothing but old news. ‘Why is it that every Wednesday there is nothing new’ I felt a hand touch my arm and I jumped again. I spilt my coffee all over me and I jumped up because the hot liquid burned my skin. 
“Oh. I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to startle you” I ran to the sink and grabbed a towel and started to wipe of the liquid. 
“It’s alright. Just don’t snick up on me like that” I looked up into Gerard’s eyes. ‘Damn this guy is always doing that’ he grabbed the front of my shirt and pulled me close to him. ‘Whoa to close dude. Let me go’ just as I was going to pull back I felt his lips touch mine. ‘HOLLY HELL’ I pushed back away from him and walked to the bathroom. I shut and locked the door so he wouldn’t want to get an idea of walking in. I got the shirt off of my now red burned skin. ‘Shit I don’t have an other shirt’ I grabbed a towel and rapped it around my body. I threw my wet shirt on the sink and opened the bathroom door. I made my way to the back of the bus. It was crowded is clothes and old food wrappers everywhere. I found a nice shirt out of my bag and slipped my way back to the bathroom. I closed the door and dropped the towel and put my shirt on. 
“You know I didn’t mean to burn you.” I looked around and saw Gerard standing there right behind me. ‘How the hell did he get there? I would have seen him’ 
“How did you get here?”  He walked toward me.
“No How about why did you walk away?” ‘Ok this dude is creeping me out’ I walked backward till I hit the door. He was really close to me. “Well answer me” 
“I..I just Gerard your way to close step back”
“Not until you answer” his face was only about an inch away from mine. I could feel his hot breath on my lips. 
“Just I don’t like you like the way yo-“ I was cut off by his lips. I tried to push him back but he pushed his whole body into mine. He held me in one place. ‘Is this man nuts, no you don’t do that to me’ I pushed him finally away and he fell back onto the toilet. He lifted his head and put his hand on the back. When he brought his hand back to the front I saw blood.
“Oh my gosh. Gerard I didn’t mean to. I’m so sorry” I rushed to him and tried to help but he kept pushing back. “Gerard let me help I did this so let me help” he finally let me help so I grabbed the towel that was around my body earlier and put it to the back of his head. I stood up to try to get the towel wet when Gerard stood up and pushed me into the door. I stood back up all the way and pushed him back. “Are you drunk?” I yelled. He got mad and pushed me harder into the door, which made me fall. There was silence for a moment till a small knock was heard on the door. 
“Is everything alright Gee?” 
“NO LET ME OUT.. HELP HE’S H-“ Gerard grabbed my arms and yanked me up. He covered my mouth and stood there.
“San. Are you ok?” 
“Yes she is Frank thank you”
“But she was yelling”
“She just saw a spider but I killed it. Every things alright now go back to bed”
“Ok, now I’m freaked there are spiders in the bus”
“Maybe if the bus was clean we wouldn’t have them. Now go to bed.” I heard his footsteps walk away. And Gerard leaned down to whisper in my ear “you say another word I’ll slit you throat.” I felt a cold mettle piece hit my neck. It was tearing my skin a little making blood run down it. A tear left my right eye. He lifted his hand from my mouth and dumbly I started screaming. 
“I told you not to say anything” and with that I felt the knife slide all the way into my throat. I felt the blood slowly run down my neck and down my shirt. Once he let me go and took the knife out, I fell to the ground. How would have known that not even a month on tour with this guy and he would be slitting your throat. Everything went black.]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>korrieatthedisco</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-12-15T22:47:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Wake Me Up Inside..... Chapter 1]]></title>
	      <link>http://korrieatthedisco.buzznet.com/user/journal/1486041/wake-up-inside-chapter-1/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[~~Santanna’s POV.~~


Walking down an empty old ally way. It was dark, wet, and it smelled of fish. The only sound that was around was the very little tapping of my boots on the white ground. A chilled wind whipped in my face making my black hair fly in my face. My black coat was the only thing that ever kept me warm and safe. As I inched my self farther into the dark, wet entrance I saw a man at the other end. My pace of my feet slowed quit a bit. Slower then I had ever walked. Step……step……step.  Fear ran like a virus through my veins. He was just standing there facing me. All I could tell from how far I was from him was that he wore a long black coat, like mine. Still making my way to my door that was very close to where the man is. 

Just ten feet to go. Now my pace grew faster so I could get inside and not be followed. Step..step..step.. Finally I reached the door and as I grabbed the handle I took one last look at this human. Dark black hair, bright hazel eyes staring like hawks, long flowing coat from the wind, and the most amazing part about him… his smirk that was planted on his face. Nonetheless he did scare the crap out of me, but yet he made me feel safe. I turned me head fast and opened the door. I stepped as quickly as I could inside. With out making sure the door was shut I ran up the small wooden steps and into a small room in the back. I threw off my coat to see a green shirt with brown down one side. On the left side it said “Jantina’s Employer: Santanna Miller” I straightened my shirt and put my hair up in a bun. I grabbed a notebook and walked out into the opened room with many people sitting down eating. I walked to the counter to help a costumer. “How may I help you sir?” 

As I was ready to walk out of my shift my boss needed to talk to me. I walked into his little office he had in the back. I walked in and shut the door after me. I went to his desk and sat down on the chair in front of it. He looked at me with a smile on his face. “Good…” he looked at his clock “morning Miss. Miller” I glanced up at the clock. 4:30 a.m. 
“Good morning” he shuffled in his chair and sat back so the chair would rock backward. 
“I have something you want” my curiosity now started to wonder. 
“Oh you do? And what might that be?” he leaned up and pushed a button on the phone. He spoke into the phone so another person in the building could hear. 
“Send him in Kate”
“Yes sir” the other girl said in the phone. Just as I was going to ask whom to send in, the door clicked and opened behind me. I tuned my head to see a dark figure. After shutting the door the figure came around and sat in the chair next to me. He raised his hands up and lifted his black hood up off of his head. I recognized him off the bat. ‘The man in the ally way’ he said with the same smirk on his face he gave me earlier. He turned his head to look at me and his amazing hazel eyes caught mine. 
“Santanna this is Gerard Way, I know you don’t do this in your job, but we need you to go on tour with him and his band and take all the notes you can about how they act up of stage, ok?” I sat there for a little bit to take it in. ‘Gerard Way? A band? On tour with them?’ this was all too much for me at one time. “Ok? Santanna are you alright?” 
“Oh yes, I’m fine just.. thinking.”
“Ok so will you please?” 
“Yes Jack I will, but how long is this tour for?”
“Four months starting tomorrow then we will be off for a month then back on for the rest of the year,” Gerard answered. I just stared at him dumbfounded. His voice was like angels coming down to save an innocent little girl from killing her self. 
“Wow I think she came fond of you Gerard” I snapped my head back to look at my boss. 
“What?” both men laughed. I stood up and walked out of the room. As I turned to shut the door my boss yelled at me. “Santanna we’re sorry, we didn’t mean it” I shut the door and started for the little room that I had my coat in. as I reached it I felt a hand touch my arm that made me jump. There in front of me stood Gerard Way 
“Hey I came to tell you that you’d go home, gather your clothes and leave tonight.” 
“Tonight? That soon?”
“Well yes, we have to get going as fast as we can so the band can make it to our next performance. Do you understand?” I gave him a glare before grabbing my coat. I turned to him before leaving. 
“I’m not stupid, I just don’t like the rock star type of people” and with that I stepped down the stares and walked out the door. 

I got home that night and gathered my things and headed back up to my work. As I entered the street in the front this time I saw a long bus sitting there. ‘Earlier if I had came the front way, maybe I could have turned and ran’ I carried three bags. One of yellow with my clothes, second tan with my make-up and everything else, and third black with anything else I wanted to bring with me. I stepped close to the door of the bus before I felt a hand on my arm once again making me jump. 
“Wow you’re a jumpy girl” I turned to see the all famous Gerard Way.’ HA! I don’t even know what his band is called.’ He grabbed two of my bags and brought then into the bus for me. ‘Aww what a gentle men, HA suck up, don’t you even think that just cause there is a girl on the bus that I'm going to sleep with you Gerard Way’ I stepped on the bus and saw it was very dirty. 
“Don’t mind the clutter, your bed is back here” I followed Gerard all the way to the back. Where he set my bags on a bunk on the bottom. He turned with a bright smile on his face. 
“If you need anything in the night, my bunks right above yours ok?” I gave him a stern look.
“Don’t think for one minute that I'm going to sleep with you because you’re a rock star Gerard”
“Was never thinking that way..” he stopped and smiled big “But if you need anything, just ask and I'm sure I’ll pleasure your wants.”
“Are you trying to make me walk off the bus right now?”
“No I’m sorry”
“I’m afraid I’m going to be hearing that fraise a lot coming from you” he folded his arms around his chest. 
“Sure, I guess” just as he finished more people climbed up on the bus. I turned to see four other men. One with shoulder length brown hair, hazel eyes, and was pretty short, but it was cute on him. The second one was much taller, with an Afro, and held a guitar in his hand. The third had been tall too, with black hair and glasses. The fourth one was medium size, blond hair, with blue eyes. They all were cute in a way, but I was still scared to be in a bus for four months with five other men. 
“Oh hey Santanna your boss told me you were staying in the bus, so I cleaned”
“Define clean” 
“What? Is this not clean? Well hi I'm Frank” he held out his hand for me to shake it. I took it and shook it and then turned to the bathroom. 
“Oh fine I guess the rest don’t get to meet the lady that’s staying with us” yelled one of the other guys. 
“I just have to go to the bathroom doesn’t mean that I’m going to be gone for ever”

I woke up in the middle of the night with people walking around out side of my bunk. I opened the curtain a little to see Gerard and Frank. But it wasn’t what you would usually see. Frank kept grabbing Gerard’s hand and Gerard letting go. Gerard leaned in and said something and all I caught was ‘Frank…. Love…. you” and they kissed. My eyes grew wide. Are they gay? Gerard pushed Frank down in his bunk and got on top of him. They both kissed each other hard and closed the curtain. I was about to close mine when Mikey popped out of nowhere and smiled at me. 
“Don’t worry they always do this” 
“And why would I be worried?’’
“Just the look on your face” 
“Oh just shocked”
“Ok good night”
“Good night” with that he laid back in his own bunk and I closed the curtain. Just as I was falling asleep I heard moaning come from the bunk to the side of me. I ignored it and fell asleep.

(This is just chapter 1, but hopefully I will get chapter 2 on soon)]]></description>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>korrieatthedisco</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-12-15T22:43:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[FUCKING SERIOUSLY.. WHY?]]></title>
	      <link>http://korrieatthedisco.buzznet.com/user/journal/1445881/fucking-seriously-why/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[I FUCKING HATE SOME PEOPLE




MAKEING OTHER ARTIST SONGS INTO THIS?-

xXxEMO JAMESxXx
Famous Last Blog



Now I know 
That you all say I'm gay
It breaks my heart 
It breaks my heart 
It breaks my... 

And I know 
There’s nothing you can say 
To cheer me up 
To cheer me up 
To cheer! 


So many 
Thick layers of black eyeshadow 
I love Chuck T's 
Well if I'm not wearing tight jeans... 
I’m incomplete 
I cannot stand the sunlight
I get so weak 
My fringe is covering both eyes 
I can’t see 


I am not afraid to keep on living 
But I'll only live until I'm twenty one
I'm an Emo kid 
who's got a razor 
My last blog will be on mydeathspace.com


Can you see 
Noone ever liked me
Cause I’m up late
blogging memories 
on my jet black 
myspace background 
My current mood is: Bleak
nobody gives me kudos 
I’m incomplete 
I bought a new tight T-shirt
I can't breathe 

I am not afraid to keep on living 
But I'll only live until I'm twenty one
I'm an Emo kid 
who's got a razor 
My last blog will be on mydeathspace.com

I am not afraid to keep on living 
cause I need to buy the next My Chem CD
If I Die today
before I get it
My Chem's record sales will de-crease

These bright lights have always blinded me 
These bright lights have always blinded me 
I say... 

There's no one lying next to me 
Cause no one will get close to me 
Except to beat me
or kick my head

Cause there's no one lying next to me 
and no one will get close to me 
Except to mock me
or tell me I'm weird

Cause there's no one lying next to me 
and no one will get close to me 
Except to wedgie me
or wish I'm dead

Cause there's no one lying next to me 
and no one will get close to me 
Except to laugh at me
or make me sad

(Repeated in background x6) 
So, saaaaaaaaad.... 

(foreground) 
I am not afraid to keep on living 
But I'll only live until I'm twenty one
I'm an Emo kid 
who's got a razor 
My last blog will be on mydeathspace.com

I am not afraid to keep on living 
But I'll only live until I'm twenty one
I'm an Emo kid 
and I've got a razor 
My last blog will be on mydeathspace.com

I am not afraid to keep on living 
cause I need to buy the next My Chem CD
If I Die today
before I get it
My Chem's record sales will de-crease

OR LIKE THIS ONE-

MY CHEMICAL TOILET 

"I'm Not Emo (I Promise)"

Well if you want emotional, that's all you had to say.
I never want my fringe cut down or have loose clothes, it's black hair all the way.
For all the kids at school, they wedgied you cause you weren't cool,
Remember when you cut your wrist from listening to "A Fire Inside"

I'm not Emo
I'm not Emoooooooooo
I'm not Emoo-oo-oo
I'm an Individual


What will it take to show you that I'm not in any scene?
(I'm not Emo)
You're xxxfashioncorexxx but you don't know what it means
(I'm not Emo)
Well I've been well behaved, my homeworks done and bed is made
My mom's giving me a ride to the black parade to save the beaten and the damned!


I'm not Emo
I'm not Emoooooooooo
I'm not Emoo-oo-oo
I'm an Individual

<>


Forget about the legal age,
I like the photographs on your myspace page
Everyone likes to make fun of us, I'm sure we won't make it past twenty one!



I'm Emo	 <>	
I'm Emo!
I'm Emo, now
(I'm Emo, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this..
(I love My Chem)

I'm not Emo
I'm not Emo
I'm not Emo 
I'm not a freakin emo
I'm not Emo
I'm not Emo
(Emo)

WHY DON'T YOU GO FUCK YOUR SELF ASS HOLE..

DELETE HIM- http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=136132858

OR-  http://www.myspace.com/xxxemojamesxxx 


ASS WHOLE!]]></description>
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	      <dc:creator>korrieatthedisco</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-12-08T23:57:00Z</dc:date>
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do it do it do it..

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	      <dc:date>2007-12-06T14:20:00Z</dc:date>
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